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In all honesty, I want my final video project to show the best of me without getting too intimate - but getting close enough to understand things that were genuine in my life. I want to show what I lost in 2016 and how I won't get it back because life moves fast but This video is my way of pausing life to look back on and remember when everything was in my opinion whole. I want to focus on my old house because it is ALWAYS on my mind, how much I miss it - what I would do if I ever got to be inside it again - how I would react and what emotions would be instinct. I want it to show my house and scenes places that meant the most to me within and without of my house. I need to show gratitude to my mother and father for making that home beautiful and my brother for keeping my company.  all in all this video will reflect on the past. Matthew Barney- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wPCl0sbiHo This video was broken down into a couple different scenes. One is the...

I am the ripe age of 22 and in 5 years i will be the old age of 27 and that makes me want to throw up oh my goodness. Wow. Okay. spooky. So the way i see it is in 1 year i should have a steady job and in 5 years i should have a seriously steady job AND going to grad school. However, i haven't a clue where i want to goto grad school. Be that as it may i can totally see myself teaching while also going to school. i mean it would be really cool to be married before the age of 27! But since i am only 22 it's a little scary to think about having a husband and a home and ya know being an actual human. Don't get me wrong i don't want to be a Spinster for the rest of my days. I would be content is i had a nice home in a wooded area with a cool husband who has a lot of things in common with me. i was prefer to have a victoria style home no more than 100 years old and and some point i would like to buy back my childhood home we just sold this year. Funny story actually, the ...